{"id":3439,"date":"2003-01-01T01:09:00","date_gmt":"2003-01-01T01:09:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/new.nagygaspar.hu\/honlap\/?post_type=irasok&#038;p=3439"},"modified":"2019-12-31T15:15:29","modified_gmt":"2019-12-31T15:15:29","slug":"kuldeteses-veto","status":"publish","type":"irasok","link":"https:\/\/nagygaspar.hu\/honlap\/irasok\/kuldeteses-veto\/","title":{"rendered":"K\u00fcldet\u00e9ses v\u00e9t\u00f3"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Nagy G\u00e1sp\u00e1r az \u00d6r\u00f6kny\u00e1rr\u00f3l a var\u00e1zshegyr\u0151l \u00e9s a szent suhancokr\u00f3l<span style=\"font-weight: bold;\"><\/p>\n<div class=\"ng-empty-line\"><\/div>\n<p>Az 1956-os for\u00adra\u00adda\u00adlom \u00e9s sza\u00adbad\u00ads\u00e1g\u00adharc \u00e9v\u00adfor\u00addu\u00adl\u00f3\u00adj\u00e1\u00adra k\u00e9\u00adsz\u00fcl\u00adve ke\u00adres\u00adt\u00fck f\u00f6l Nagy G\u00e1s\u00adp\u00e1r Kos\u00adsuth- \u00e9s J\u00f3\u00adzsef At\u00adti\u00adla-d\u00ed\u00adjas k\u00f6l\u00adt\u0151t, a Hi\u00adtel szer\u00adkesz\u00adt\u0151\u00adj\u00e9t. \u2013 Nem vol\u00adtam b\u00e1\u00adtor, csak nem mer\u00adtem f\u00e9l\u00adni \u2013 nyi\u00adlat\u00adkoz\u00adta la\u00adpunk\u00adnak Nagy G\u00e1s\u00adp\u00e1r, utal\u00adva a ta\u00adta\u00adb\u00e1\u00adnyai \u00daj For\u00adr\u00e1s\u00adban 1984-ben meg\u00adje\u00adlent h\u00ed\u00adres ver\u00ads\u00e9t, az \u00d6r\u00f6k\u00adny\u00e1r: el\u00adm\u00fal\u00adtam 9 \u00e9ves c\u00edm\u0171 \u00edr\u00e1s meg\u00adje\u00adle\u00adn\u00e9\u00ads\u00e9t k\u00f6\u00adve\u00adt\u0151 po\u00adli\u00adti\u00adkai haj\u00adt\u00f3\u00adva\u00add\u00e1\u00adszat\u00adra. A k\u00f6l\u00adt\u0151 \u00fagy v\u00e9\u00adli: az \u00f6t\u00adven\u00adhat\u00adr\u00f3l \u00e9s Nagy Im\u00adre em\u00adl\u00e9\u00adk\u00e9\u00adr\u0151l ny\u00edl\u00adtan val\u00adl\u00f3 vers\u00adt\u0151l az\u00e9rt ijedt meg az egy\u00ad\u00e1l\u00adta\u00adl\u00e1n nem ked\u00adves ha\u00adta\u00adlom, mert ere\u00adj\u00e9\u00adnek gyen\u00adg\u00fc\u00adl\u00e9\u00ads\u00e9t \u00e9rezte.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"ng-empty-line\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-left: 40px;\">\u2013 Gyak\u00adran hal\u00adlunk ar\u00adr\u00f3l, hogy Ma\u00adgyar\u00ador\u00adsz\u00e1\u00adgon a k\u00f6l\u00adt\u00e9\u00adszet m\u00e1r csak ke\u00adve\u00adse\u00adket \u00e9r\u00adde\u00adkel, meg\u00adsz\u0171nt az irodalom rend\u00adszer\u00adv\u00e1l\u00adt\u00e1s el\u0151t\u00adti k\u00f6z\u00adpon\u00adti sze\u00adre\u00adpe. Ho\u00adgyan l\u00e1t\u00adja, ol\u00advas\u00adnak m\u00e9g az em\u00adbe\u00adrek sz\u00e9p\u00adiro\u00addal\u00admat?<\/div>\n<p>\u2013 K\u00e9t\u00ads\u00e9g\u00adte\u00adlen, hogy a vers \u00fcgye nem \u00e1ll j\u00f3l, de azt se fe\u00adlejt\u00ads\u00fck el, hogy min\u00adden kor\u00adszak\u00adban pa\u00adnasz\u00adkod\u00adtak a k\u00f6l\u00adt\u0151k. En\u00adnek el\u00adle\u00adn\u00e9\u00adre \u00fagy l\u00e1\u00adtom, hogy a min\u00adket min\u00adden perc\u00adben el\u00ad\u00f6nt\u0151 h\u00edr-\u00e1radat k\u00f6\u00adze\u00adpet\u00adte na\u00adgyon ne\u00adh\u00e9z a cs\u00f6n\u00addes\u00ads\u00e9g\u00adre, be\u00adfe\u00adl\u00e9 fi\u00adgyel\u00adni \u2013 a k\u00f6l\u00adt\u00e9\u00adszet\u00adnek ugyan\u00adis va\u00adla\u00adhol ez az egyik f\u0151 fel\u00adada\u00adta. M\u00e9g\u00adis, az em\u00adbe\u00adrek jelen\u00adt\u0151s r\u00e9\u00adsze v\u00e1\u00adgyik a k\u00f6l\u00adt\u00e9\u00adszet ad\u00adta csen\u00addes\u00ads\u00e9g\u00adre: el\u00e9g so\u00adkat j\u00e1\u00adrom az or\u00adsz\u00e1\u00adgot, \u00edr\u00f3-ol\u00adva\u00ads\u00f3 ta\u00adl\u00e1l\u00adko\u00adz\u00f3\u00adkon, szava\u00adl\u00f3\u00ades\u00adtek zs\u0171\u00adri\u00adj\u00e9\u00adben \u00fagy l\u00e1\u00adtom, hogy Ma\u00adgyar\u00ador\u00adsz\u00e1\u00adgon m\u00e9g min\u00addig sok em\u00adbert (k\u00f6\u00adz\u00f6t\u00adt\u00fck sok fi\u00ada\u00adtalt) foglal\u00adkoz\u00adtat az iro\u00adda\u00adlom, az ol\u00adva\u00ads\u00e1s. Min\u00addent egy\u00adbe\u00advet\u00adve, nyo\u00adma\u00adi\u00adban m\u00e9g ma is \u00e9l az a szel\u00adle\u00admi\u00ads\u00e9g, amit a nyolc\u00adva\u00adnas \u00e9vek\u00adben egyik fran\u00adcia k\u00f6l\u00adt\u0151\u00adba\u00adr\u00e1\u00adtunk \u00fagy fo\u00adgal\u00adma\u00adzott meg: n\u00e1\u00adlunk, Fran\u00adcia\u00ador\u00adsz\u00e1g\u00adban nagy a sz\u00edn\u00adpad \u00e9s gyen\u00adge az akusz\u00adti\u00adka, n\u00e1\u00adla\u00adtok ki\u00adcsi a sz\u00edn\u00adpad, de na\u00adgyon er\u0151s az akusz\u00adti\u00adka.<\/p>\n<div class=\"ng-empty-line\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-left: 40px;\">\u2013 Milyen a mai ma\u00adgyar k\u00f6l\u00adt\u00e9\u00adszet \u201eakusz\u00adti\u00adk\u00e1\u00adja\u201d? K\u00e9r\u00adde\u00adzem ezt az\u00e9rt is, mert nap\u00adja\u00adink\u00adban egy\u00adm\u00e1s\u00adsal homlokegyenest el\u00adlen\u00adke\u00adz\u0151 n\u00e9\u00adze\u00adtek l\u00e9\u00adtez\u00adnek a k\u00f6l\u00adt\u00e9\u00adszet, az iro\u00adda\u00adlom sze\u00adre\u00adp\u00e9\u00adr\u0151l.<\/div>\n<p>\u2013 B\u00e1r im\u00adm\u00e1r ti\u00adzen\u00adh\u00e1\u00adrom \u00e9ve min\u00adden\u00adki azt \u00edr, amit akar, meg\u00adma\u00adrad\u00adtak a ma\u00adgyar iro\u00adda\u00adlom ki\u00admon\u00add\u00f3 funkci\u00f3i. A ma\u00adgyar sz\u00e9p\u00ad\u00edr\u00e1s Ber\u00adzse\u00adnyi, Pe\u00adt\u0151\u00adfi, Ady, J\u00f3\u00adzsef At\u00adti\u00adla, M\u00f3\u00adricz, Il\u00ad\u00adly\u00e9s Gyu\u00adla, Nagy L\u00e1sz\u00adl\u00f3 ne\u00adv\u00e9\u00advel f\u00e9m\u00adjel\u00adzett vo\u00adnu\u00adla\u00adt\u00e1\u00adhoz \u00e9r\u00adzem ma\u00adgam k\u00f6\u00adzel, amely azt vall\u00adja, hogy az iro\u00adda\u00adlom az\u00e9rt m\u00e9g\u00adis t\u00f6bb j\u00e1tszadoz\u00e1s\u00adn\u00e1l \u00e9s el\u00ads\u0151\u00adsor\u00adban k\u00f6\u00adz\u00f6s\u00ads\u00e9g\u00adben kell, hogy gon\u00addol\u00adkod\u00adjon. Ez ma kor\u00adsze\u00adr\u0171t\u00adlen\u00adnek t\u0171n\u00adhet, de \u00fagy \u00e9rzem, hogy a \u201ek\u00fcl\u00adde\u00adt\u00e9\u00adses v\u00e9\u00adt\u00f3\u201d, a dol\u00adgok ki\u00admon\u00add\u00e1\u00ads\u00e1\u00adnak k\u00f6\u00adz\u00f6s\u00ads\u00e9g\u00adre \u00fcgye\u00adl\u0151 for\u00adm\u00e1\u00adja olyan ha\u00adgyo\u00adm\u00e1ny, amely\u00adhez ra\u00adgasz\u00adkod\u00adnunk kell. M\u00e1r csak az\u00e9rt is, mert Il\u00ad\u00adly\u00e9s Gyu\u00adla sz\u00e9p k\u00e9\u00adp\u00e9\u00advel \u00e9l\u00adve a ma\u00adgyar iro\u00adda\u00adlom min\u00addig is a k\u00e9z\u00adfo\u00adg\u00e1s\u00adok t\u00f6r\u00adt\u00e9\u00adne\u00adte volt; a hu\u00adszon\u00adegye\u00addik sz\u00e1\u00adzad\u00adban olyan szel\u00adle\u00admi \u00e9let\u00adre van te\u00adh\u00e1t sz\u00fck\u00ads\u00e9\u00adg\u00fcnk, ahol a k\u00fc\u00adl\u00f6n\u00adf\u00e9\u00adle \u00e1ram\u00adla\u00adtok sok\u00adsz\u00ed\u00adn\u0171\u00ads\u00e9\u00adge mel\u00adlett az al\u00adko\u00adt\u00f3k, m\u0171\u00adhe\u00adlyek k\u00e9\u00adpe\u00adsek egy\u00adm\u00e1s\u00adsal p\u00e1r\u00adbe\u00adsz\u00e9\u00addet folytat\u00adni.<\/p>\n<div class=\"ng-empty-line\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-left: 40px;\">\u2013 Sok, \u00f6n\u00adma\u00adg\u00e1t vis\u00ad\u00adsza\u00adme\u00adn\u0151\u00adle\u00adgesen is el\u00adlen\u00adz\u00e9\u00adki\u00adnek dek\u00adla\u00adr\u00e1lt em\u00adber\u00adrel szem\u00adben \u00d6n va\u00adl\u00f3\u00adban nagy vi\u00adha\u00adro\u00adkat ka\u00advart, ver\u00adse\u00adi\u00advel sz\u00e1llt szem\u00adbe a pu\u00adh\u00e1\u00adnak ne\u00adve\u00adzett K\u00e1\u00add\u00e1r-dik\u00adta\u00adt\u00fa\u00adr\u00e1\u00adval. Mi k\u00e9sz\u00adtet\u00adte ar\u00adra, hogy meg\u00ad\u00edr\u00adja az \u00d6r\u00f6k\u00adny\u00e1r: el\u00adm\u00fal\u00adtam 9 \u00e9ves \u00e9s k\u00e9\u00ads\u0151bb, 1986-ban A fi\u00fa nap\u00adl\u00f3\u00adj\u00e1\u00adb\u00f3l c\u00ed\u00adm\u0171 ver\u00ads\u00e9t?<\/div>\n<p>\u2013 Gye\u00adrek\u00adf\u0151\u00advel \u00e9l\u00adtem \u00e1t 1956-ot, a nyu\u00adga\u00adti ha\u00adt\u00e1r men\u00adt\u00e9n lak\u00adtunk: nagy\u00adma\u00adm\u00e1m he\u00adte\u00adken ke\u00adresz\u00adt\u00fcl f\u0151z\u00adte az egy\u00adt\u00e1l\u00ad\u00e9telt a Nyu\u00adgat fe\u00adl\u00e9 me\u00adne\u00adk\u00fc\u00adl\u0151 pes\u00adti sr\u00e1\u00adcok\u00adnak, akik \u00e9j\u00adsza\u00adk\u00e1n\u00adk\u00e9nt ne\u00adkem, az \u00e1mu\u00adl\u00f3 k\u00f6\u00adly\u00f6k\u00adnek me\u00ads\u00e9l\u00adt\u00e9k a Cor\u00advin-k\u00f6zt, a har\u00adco\u00adkat, az orosz be\u00advo\u00adnu\u00adl\u00e1st. Ezek\u00adnek a dr\u00e1ga, szent su\u00adhan\u00adcok\u00adnak az el\u00admon\u00add\u00e1\u00adsa alap\u00adj\u00e1n raj\u00adzol\u00adtam meg Bu\u00adda\u00adpest t\u00e9r\u00adk\u00e9p\u00ad\u00e9t \u00e9s ezek\u00adnek a fi\u00ada\u00adta\u00adlok\u00adnak az em\u00adl\u00e9\u00adke k\u00ed\u00ads\u00e9rt k\u00e9\u00ads\u0151bb Pan\u00adnon\u00adhal\u00adm\u00e1n, a ben\u00adc\u00e9s gim\u00adn\u00e1\u00adzi\u00adum\u00adban \u00e9s Bu\u00adda\u00adpes\u00adten is. M\u00e9\u00adlyen az em\u00adl\u00e9\u00adke\u00adze\u00adtem\u00adbe v\u00e9\u00ads\u0151\u00add\u00f6tt az is, ahogy \u00e9des\u00adap\u00e1\u00adm\u00e9k sze\u00adm\u00e9\u00adb\u0151l a k\u00f6nny ki\u00adcsor\u00addult, ami\u00adkor a r\u00e1\u00addi\u00f3 be\u00admond\u00adta, hogy Nagy Im\u00adr\u00e9t \u2013 a t\u00f6r\u00adv\u00e9\u00adnyes ma\u00adgyar mi\u00adnisz\u00adter\u00adel\u00adn\u00f6\u00adk\u00f6t \u2013 kiv\u00e9\u00adgez\u00adt\u00e9k. Ezen em\u00adl\u00e9\u00adkek mun\u00adk\u00e1l\u00adtak te\u00adh\u00e1t ben\u00adnem, ami\u00adkor az em\u00adl\u00ed\u00adtett ver\u00adse\u00adket fo\u00adgal\u00admaz\u00adtam: \u00fagy gondoltam, hogy be\u00adsz\u00e9l\u00adni kell er\u00adr\u0151l a ta\u00adkart seb\u00adr\u0151l. S b\u00e1r m\u00e1r a het\u00adve\u00adnes \u00e9vek\u00adben \u00edr\u00adtam 1956-r\u00f3l \u2013 metafor\u00e1k\u00adba rejt\u00adve per\u00adsze a l\u00e9\u00adnye\u00adget \u2013, ak\u00adkor a cen\u00adz\u00fa\u00adra \u00e1t\u00aden\u00adged\u00adte azt, ami\u00ad\u00e9rt a ta\u00adta\u00adb\u00e1\u00adnyai \u00daj For\u00adr\u00e1s\u00adnak \u00e9s k\u00e9\u00ads\u0151bb a Tiszat\u00e1jnak b\u0171n\u00adh\u0151d\u00adnie kel\u00adlett. A ha\u00adta\u00adlom az 1980-as \u00e9vek k\u00f6\u00adze\u00adp\u00e9n m\u00e1r \u00e9rez\u00adte gyen\u00adg\u00fc\u00adl\u00e9\u00ads\u00e9t, a tart\u00f3ge\u00adren\u00add\u00e1k re\u00adcse\u00adg\u00e9\u00ads\u00e9t-ro\u00adpo\u00adg\u00e1\u00ads\u00e1t, ez\u00e9rt igye\u00adke\u00adzett er\u0151\u00adtel\u00adje\u00adsen fel\u00adl\u00e9p\u00adni a hall\u00adga\u00adt\u00e1st fel\u00adrob\u00adban\u00adt\u00f3 k\u00e9t k\u00f6ltem\u00e9ny el\u00adlen. S b\u00e1r K\u00f6z\u00adpon\u00adti Bizotts\u00e1gi szin\u00adten sz\u00e1\u00admol\u00adt\u00e1k a sz\u00f3\u00adta\u00adgo\u00adkat, ma is \u00fagy tar\u00adtom: nem vol\u00adtam b\u00e1\u00adtor, csak nem mer\u00adtem f\u00e9l\u00adni. \u00c9le\u00adtem egyik leg\u00adszebb pil\u00adla\u00adna\u00adta volt, ami\u00adkor az\u00adt\u00e1n 1989-ben az \u00faj\u00adra\u00adte\u00adme\u00adt\u00e9\u00adsen az \u00cdr\u00f3\u00adsz\u00f6\u00advet\u00ads\u00e9g ne\u00adv\u00e9\u00adben le\u00adte\u00adhet\u00adtem a vi\u00adr\u00e1\u00adgo\u00adkat Nagy Im\u00adre ko\u00adpor\u00ads\u00f3\u00adja el\u00e9. A n\u00e9\u00adven ne\u00adve\u00adz\u00e9s azon\u00adban saj\u00adnos mai na\u00adpig v\u00e1\u00adrat mag\u00e1ra\u2026<\/p>\n<div class=\"ng-empty-line\"><\/div>\n<div style=\"margin-left: 40px;\">\u2013 Mit je\u00adlent \u00d6n\u00adnek a sz\u00fc\u00adl\u0151\u00adfa\u00adlu, a va\u00adsi B\u00e9rbaltav\u00e1r? Ma mint\u00adha leg\u00adal\u00e1bb\u00adis pro\u00advin\u00adci\u00ada\u00adliz\u00admus\u00adnak sz\u00e1\u00adm\u00ed\u00adta\u00adna a ra\u00adgasz\u00adko\u00add\u00e1s meg\u00adval\u00adl\u00e1\u00adsa.<\/div>\n<p>\u2013 A sz\u00fc\u00adl\u0151\u00adf\u00f6l\u00addem, a va\u00adsi t\u00e1j, egy\u00ad\u00e1l\u00adta\u00adl\u00e1n a Du\u00adn\u00e1n\u00adt\u00fal sz\u00e1\u00admom\u00adra l\u00e9t\u00adelem: on\u00adnan v\u00e9\u00adtet\u00adtem; Pan\u00adnon\u00adhal\u00adma, Szent M\u00e1r\u00adton he\u00adgye pe\u00addig a ma\u00adga hi\u00adhe\u00adtet\u00adlen t\u00f6r\u00adt\u00e9\u00adnel\u00admi le\u00adve\u00adg\u0151\u00adj\u00e9\u00advel \u00e9s tar\u00adt\u00e1\u00ads\u00e1\u00adval a va\u00adr\u00e1zs\u00adhe\u00adgyet je\u00adlen\u00adti sz\u00e1\u00admom\u00adra. 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