{"id":763,"date":"2019-12-16T22:03:33","date_gmt":"2019-12-16T22:03:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/new.nagygaspar.hu\/honlap\/?post_type=versek&p=763"},"modified":"2019-12-16T22:03:33","modified_gmt":"2019-12-16T22:03:33","slug":"a-fiu-naplojabol","status":"publish","type":"versek","link":"https:\/\/nagygaspar.hu\/honlap\/versek\/a-fiu-naplojabol\/","title":{"rendered":"A Fi\u00fa napl\u00f3j\u00e1b\u00f3l"},"content":{"rendered":"

… \u00e9s a csillagos estben ott susog imm\u00e1r harminc <\/p>\n

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\u00e9vgy\u0171r\u0171j\u00e9vel a dr\u00e1ga j\u00fad\u00e1sfa: ez\u00fcstny\u00e1r rezeg <\/p>\n

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susog a hom\u00e1ly k\u00f6veteinek \u00fatj\u00e1n s kit\u00fcnteti \u0151ket <\/p>\n

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lehull\u00f3 ez\u00fcst-tall\u00e9rokkal \u00e9rdemeik szerint ill\u0151n… <\/p>\n

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…\u00e9s ha j\u00f6n a ny\u00fcsz\u00edtve t\u00e1mad\u00f3 gy\u00e1vas\u00e1g <\/p>\n

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a r\u00e9m\u00fclet h\u00f3kuszp\u00f3kusza? – akkor elj\u00f6nnek ablakod <\/p>\n

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al\u00e1 a szeg\u00e9nyes alkuv\u00e1sok v\u00e9nei-ifjai mint mindenre <\/p>\n

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elsz\u00e1nt hitt\u00e9r\u00edt\u0151k s be\u00e1rad a d\u00f6gszag: a telet\u00f6m\u00f6tt <\/p>\n

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gyomor b\u00e9kess\u00e9ge meg az \u00edg\u00e9retekkel megtelt szemek <\/p>\n

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t\u00f3csaf\u00e9nye \u00e9s f\u00e9nytelen hom\u00e1lya… <\/p>\n

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…csup\u00e1n el k\u00e9ne hinned… de nem hiszed hogy \u00e9ppen <\/p>\n

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\u0151k j\u00f6ttek-sz\u00f6ktek el a maszkab\u00e1lb\u00f3l hogy \u00e9ppen \u0151k <\/p>\n

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azok a f\u00fcggetlen kuty\u00e1k kik ideol\u00f3giamentes csontokon <\/p>\n

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t\u00f6k\u00e9letes\u00edtik a f\u00f6l\u00f6sleges morg\u00e1st-harap\u00e1st… <\/p>\n

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…nem tudom m\u00e9g hogyan viselem tart\u00f3san a sz\u00e9gyent <\/p>\n

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hogy egy\u00fctt n\u00e9zt\u00fck ugyanazt az eget foly\u00f3t hangyaf\u00e9szket <\/p>\n

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\u00e9s m\u00e1sk\u00e9pp vert a sz\u00edvem m\u00e1s\u00e9rt pirultam el <\/p>\n

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m\u00e1s\u00e9rt szorult \u00f6k\u00f6lbe a kezem \u00e9s m\u00e1sk\u00e9pp l\u00e1ttam <\/p>\n

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ugyanazt a f\u00e1t ez\u00fcstl\u0151 \u00e9veinkkel s\u00fajtva s\u00falyos eml\u00e9kek <\/p>\n

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alatt recsegni-ropogni-hajladozni b\u00fcszk\u00e9n – <\/p>\n

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de ha t\u00f6bb sz\u00e9gyen is t\u00e1rsul velem akkor is csak \u00edgy <\/p>\n

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mondhatom: m\u00edg a szem \u00e9l l\u00e1tni kell fele-Bar\u00e1taim<\/span>!… <\/p>\n

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(1981- 1986)<\/p>\n

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